“Qinyue, I…” Jane is afraid. She’s so afraid that she can’t make it through. She’s so afraid that this feeling of powerlessness will engulf her.
This feeling of powerlessness, impatience, panic, helplessness
There are countless kinds of feelings tugging at Jane. She tries hard to control the influence of these feelings on her, but it doesn’t work at all. She will soon lose control of herself.
“Jane, it’s the weekend in two days. Then we’ll take Xiao ran out for a walk.” Qin Yue pulls off the quilt wrapped in Jane’s body, holds her in her arms directly, and uses the method of separation of attention to alleviate her pain.
“Good.” Jane nodded her head and answered feebly.
Qin Yue kissed her forehead and said, “let’s think about it together and see where to take Xiao ran.”
Jane didn’t answer, not unwilling to answer, but she used all her strength to restrain herself. She had no extra strength to answer Qin and Yue’s questions.
“Jane, do you think it’s an amusement park? To the resort? Or where? ” Seeing Jianran’s pain, Qin Yue’s heart seemed to be cut open by others, which was bloody, but he didn’t show it at all.
At this time, he is Jane’s biggest dependence, so he can’t panic or be confused. He should stabilize Jane’s heart and let her know that it’s OK to give up drug addiction.
Qin Yue added: “Xiao Ran has always been very cute and sensible, very considerate of her father, and she will also love her mother very much in the future.”
When she heard Xiaoran, her heart ached. She pursed her lips and said, “Qinyue, you must take good care of Xiaoran. She has no mother. You, as a father, must love her more. Give her the love of her missing mother. Love her well and don’t let anyone bully her. “
Qin Yue hugged Jianran more tightly and said: “I will tell Xiaoran that her mother will come back and love her more than her father, so you can’t replace this feeling for her. In short, you must understand. “
“Jane, we can do a lot of things together when your health is better. With you, little ran, and me, just think about it, I feel so happy. “
Qin Yue said too much in one breath, but she couldn’t hear it clearly. She was confused in her mind and heard all kinds of sounds.
These sounds seemed to be around her, as if they were far away – she was so flustered, so confused, so scared, but in the end, she didn’t seem to be so afraid.
Gradually, Jane didn’t know anything and passed out in the painful struggle.
By the time she regained consciousness, it was night to day.
Maybe she was addicted to drugs for a long time last night. Her head is still a little bit painful and drowsy. She can’t tell where she is.
She opened her eyes and the sun came in through the thick curtains so that she could see the room clearly.
Wearing a white shirt, Qin Yue stood by the window, standing tall and straight, looking into the distance like a statue that could not move.
Looking at his back, Jane suddenly felt that his back was very lonely. He stood there alone, so lonely, as if no one could enter his heart.
In the days of Jane’s “death”, has Qinyue always been like this?
Knowing clearly that “Jianran” is no longer in the world, but waiting every day, hoping that “Jianran” can return to their father and daughter.
Jane suddenly felt that she could understand Qin Yue’s mood.
She was afraid of panic because she didn’t know her past; Qin Yue might have lost it but didn’t want to believe it, looked for hope in the gap of despair, but lost hope again and again.
At this moment, Jianran hopes that she can find back her memory and the common memory with Qinyue, so that she can accompany him and tell him what he said.
— Qin Yue, don’t be afraid. I’ll accompany you back to their father and daughter, to their side, to rely on each other, and never to leave again. Qin Yue suddenly turns around and looks at her, saying softly, “how long have you been awake?”
Jane didn’t like the oppressive atmosphere. She smiled and said, “I’ve been awake for half an hour, but you didn’t find me. What are you thinking when you think so much? Is it a girl who likes other people’s family
“You’re right. I was thinking about a girl just now.” Qin Yue strode to Jianran and said, “think of that girl’s smile, her voice and everything. Just thinking about it, I saw the girl when I looked back. So the girl in the dream, should you give Mr. Qin some benefits? “
Qin Yue is in front of Jianran, and it is clear what kind of welfare he wants.
Jian ran looks at his handsome face. He is really good-looking. His facial features are so perfect that people can’t pick out any flaws. It’s the type that can’t be forgotten at a glance.
Back in Jiangbei, after meeting Qinyue once, she firmly remembered his appearance and could not forget it.
Jane swallowed a mouthful of saliva nervously, clenched her fist quietly, stepped up carefully and kissed him on the corner of her lips: “Mr. Qin, are you satisfied?”
“Can I say I’m not satisfied?”
“Of course not.”
“What a bully.” Qin Yue ordered the tip of her nose and said, “clean up, I’ll wait for you to have lunch.”
“Lunch? Did I sleep so late? ” What happened last night is not very clear, and I don’t know why I slept so late.
Qin Yue: “it’s still early for dinner, so it’s not late at all.”
Jane ran: “your joke is not funny at all.”
This man’s feeling is totally different from his appearance. When he doesn’t speak, he feels like a cold and beautiful man. He feels warm when he speaks.
Maybe as Qin Xiaobao said, Qin Yue is too cold for everyone, only for his big ran and small ran will show a gentle side.
Jianran is glad that she is Qinyue’s great ran, not a substitute.
Mengke star city is the residence of the two of them when they were newly married. Qin Yue and Jianran decided to live here for a while, to help Jianran remember the past.
After lunch, Qin Yue answered a phone call. He had to deal with something himself.
He wants to leave. It will be boring for Jane to stay here alone. He wants to send Jane back to nuoyuan, but after careful consideration, he still wants Jane to stay here.
He didn’t go out for a long time. He came back early to accompany Jane.